I missed the train again
Watched it flash by and fade away
As if it never stopped
It’s not my train
Though I wait for it each day
The doors open
People get on
None get off
I missed the train again
I couldn’t move if I wanted to
I never really want to
Even on the days I consider
The train chooses you
Even when you’re not waiting
Yet here I am
Waiting, watching
Wondering if the next will be mine








